Maybe It's Just Me ...

Maybe it's just me, but i'm sick of going on Facebook and seeing statuses about people bashing the other sex. Dudes do this way more then women do (at least on my friends' list) but women do it too. It looks stupid. Everyone under the sun has gotten rejected/played and if they haven't yet, they will eventually. And getting your heart broken or feeling rejected isn't worth bashing a WHOLE entire sex over. Like "women are so fake", or "all men are dogs". It's simply not true. And if you want people to think that you aren't hurting by doing that, it just makes you look desperate, petty, and bitter. And NO ONE wants to be with anybody who is like that. Men and Women have their differences. Shit we always will. I don't understand 95% of the things men do, and i'm sure they don't get our tactics as well. We have our excuses that only work for us. Women can always use their periods and PMS to act like a big baby, and a bitch. And men can always say that "it's just in their nature" to do stupid shit, because sadly enough it truly is. All i know is we can't have one without the other and i don't think men are disposable creatures. Women aren't either. Whether we try to hide it or not we all have feelings, we all hurt, and we all want to be loved. Maybe i'm being a cornball right now, but shit its true. So instead of being a sexist either shut up or play for another team already ! Thanks :)

Farewell .

This is perhaps the most sad ending to a year yet. Three of my favorite people are leaving. I just wish them the best in their endeavors and hope that even though they are leaving that our friendships remain as strong as they are now. I Love Y'all && Will miss y'all. I know that it's meant to be this way and everything happens for a reason, i just have a feeling that in the long run this will be the best thing for everybody, no matter how sad it might be.

Hobby Search !

Sooo lately, i've been in a funk. I have WAAAAAAAY too much time on my hands. && while i LOVE blogging, i need a new hobby. I really want two though. I am in the process of finding 2 jobs for the summer (if i'm lucky, i'm just greedy like that) if i ever want to acheive my goal of having an apartment by august ! Soooooo, i've realized that the funk in my life has come from extreme boredom. Which i brought upon myself, and as i slam against rock bottom, it's time for a resurrection! I don't know exactly what hobby to get into but what do you think i should take up? I LOVE music, writing, art, the outdoors (long as i dont see too many bugs), water, people, anything house related. So here is a list of the things that i want to maybe get into :

- guitar lessons
- kickboxing
- painting (rooms, not like paintings)
- volunteering @ Children's Museum/or SPCA
- photography
- baking

Soooo what do you all think ?? That's all i have so far, but if you know about an interesting hobby that i didn't mention, feel free to add to the list. Your opinion would be greatly appreciated !

What About Your Friends ...

"No person is your friend who demands your silence, or denies your right to grow."

Today, all i've really been talking about is friendships. Not to many of my "friends" denied my growth, but many of them demanded my silence. If i can't be honest with a friend, then they aren't my friend. A friend who stresses me out, isn't my friend. A friend who holds me to a double standard isn't my friend either. I haven't been the best friend in the world, but i've always done what i could do in a friendship & when my best isn't enough, and i've given all i can give then i guess it's time to let that friendship go. I have but a few true friends, and i hold them dear to my heart. I also hold everyone near and dear to my heart who was a friend, & we tried to make it work and it just didn't. Everybody needs a lesson, and friends sometimes are lessons disguised as such. Just make sure that you are the best friend you can be, and that you remove yourself of "friends" who aren't worth your time.

-besos , Melieka

What About Your Friends - TLC

follow me .

Remember Confessions? Wasn't that like the best album ever? I was just listenin to "Follow Me" && i am really feeling this song right now. The lyrics are running parallel to my life at the moment but, lemme refresh ur memory: "There's more to my life then people could ever know. Sometimes i gotta smile, when i don't feel like smiling ; sit back && ride when i feel like driving. Nobody understands but you... ; Ooo i cant believe it...you came just in time with what i needed." Well that's the part that is making me feel some type of way anyway. I ♥ music !

-Besos, Melieka

THiS WAS MY SHiiT !

So why was i jammin hard as shit to this song this morning? lol .

My Prerogative - Bobby Brown

Amazing Bloggers .

i don't really consider myself a blogger. I just like to write && talk about shit that gets me excited. But i just want to let everyone know, IF I FOLLOW YOUR BLOG...i ACTUALLY read it ! I keep up with it and everything. I think it's absolutely amazing all the artsy, smart, intellectual, eclectic, stylish, beautiful people we have out here and i'm glad i started blogging. When i started it i honestly didn't know why. I didn't necessarily want any followers i just wanted to try it cause other people's blogs amazed me a lil bit, so i wanted to start my own. But i love to read others' blogs, and i appreciate all the people who follow me, and then take the time to comment ! Ya'll dont have too, but you do anyway. Bloggers are amazing, loves it !

-Besos, Melieka

Question Mark .

Sooooo, singer Cassie shaved 1/2 (not whole, just 1/2) of her head. i personally think she's biting off Miss Rose, but what do i know ? What do u all think ! -besos, Melieka

my worst flaw .

dying a slow school induced death !
procrastinating my life away !
CHEM 110 test this friday ...
Migraines are coming s l o w w w w w l y :(

Second set .

i'm getting the hang of this :)

Brought to you by Polyvore.com
-besos, Liek Liek

Polyvore.com

Fashion site that i LOVE ! I'm slightly addicted, but don't judge me. Here is a set i just made. My FIRST set. It's spring related && is all about flowers, bright colors, but natural hues as well. Yay or Nay .

Floral Flush by sincerely_jane featuring Marc by Marc Jacobs bracelets

-Besos, Melieka

MIA = Misunderstood .

i feel a backlash coming on . Every Thursday nite @ 10PM i tune into Taking The Stage [ which is my favorite thing to watch on TV right now ] . Do you? Well if you don't, you should. But i just need to let something out. Everybody is giving Mia a hard time about this Tyler situation. Um , are we watching the same show? We all saw Tyler and Jasmine "fall in love". We all ALSO saw Tyler flirt with Mia . Personally I think if you think Mia is a "boyfriend stealer" you are out of your mind. Tyler CLEARLY likes Mia. Personally i think Mia would be better for him . If you haven't noticed Mia seems truly supportive of Tyler, and he's clearly supportive of her whereas with Jasmine, Tyler and her have some sort of competition going on. Tyler was wrong for cheating. And Tyler is clearly a flirt with game, who actually should probably be single. But i think Mia is way better for him than Jasmine. I like Jasmine .. i think she should be with JJ or somebody else ! lol . But back to my original point. First of all Mia didn't even know that Jasmine and Tyler were together. She did hear that they were together, but it was Tyler that told her he wasn't with Jasmine. I understand why Jasmine doesn't like Mia, but to every girl in the country watching Taking the Stage, um Tyler ain't your boyfriend so is there a reason why YOU don't like Mia? I don't feel like she is fake or anything for liking Tyler or even hating on their relationship. Mia got played point blank. So did Jasmine. If either of them were smart they would move on with their lives. But if Tyler were to actually be with one of them i personally wish it was Mia. I think he truly likes Mia, i think he just found her too late =/ I'll stay tuned in and keep coming up here weekly to vent i'm sure .

- Besos, Melieka


PS :

Taking The Stage - MTV Shows

Sounds so good ; she could be from England . lmao .

revamped .

i am in fact my own worst critic . For instance, nobody can make me feel worse than myself. I have been looking at this blog time & time again & i wasn't happy with the look of it NOR the feel of it. I was afraid to get TOO deep. But shit ; this is a blog. If u can't be REAL on your blog then where the fuck can you express yourself. So from this point on shit will be different. Then i'll probably criticize some other shit & re-do it again ! So bear w/ me ...

haven't done a blog in a while ..

thought i'd FiNALLY get back on my blog grind w/ a Finish the Sentence survey . Why? Cause i'm bored @ 3am. && most importantly .. why not ??

1. My ex is: short !

2. Maybe I should: finally pick && stop choosing .

3. I love: God && myself .

4. People would say that: I'm: a damn fool . but i know they love me for it .

5. I don't understand: boys. But i love them anyway .

6. When I wake up in the morning: i'm just happy to be ALiVE .

7. I lost: my mind && still haven't found it .

8. Life is full of: surprises .

9. My past was: a lesson in itself .

10. I get annoyed when: my time is wasted & when plans get broken .

11. Parties are: so freshman year . shit got old QUICK !

12. I wish: i was 100% happy with what i already had. then there would be no reason to make silly wishes. Cause wishin' don't get u ANYwhere.

13. Dogs are: the cutest .

14. Cats: = death ! (well they do when ur allergic !)

15. Tomorrow: is Easter !

16. I have a low tolerance for: ill tempered people. Get it together && stop bitchin !

17. If I had a million dollars: i'd never go broke. Cause i'd use that $$$ to make more $$$ !

18. I'm totally terrified of: being 30 years old. the only thing that would make 30 worth it is if i accomplish all the things i want . Terrified, yes. Worried no. God is on my side.

19. My spouse is: still a mystery . do you know him or something ?

20. My life: should be turned into a book.

i only have 1 ...

Breezy is my only sibling && she's cool as shit. She's one of the few family members i do have that i still respect. I don't get to see her on a daily basis, more like a yearly basis. But it really frustrates me when people have siblings who they don't get along with, like at least you get to see them. Don't take them for granted, because i miss my lil sister like crazy sometimes . Love You Breezy !

Atomics : The Last Semester

Im Leanin - Sincere

My boy Sincere has a fly ass track THAT LEAKED , && i THINK iT'S OFFiCiAL soo i posted it for you all to enjoy. iT'S entitled : I'M LEANIN' from the mixtape THE LAST SEMESTER (produced by Atomics out March 31st !) . His style is very original , && i can appreciate that . This dude is going to revolutionize music, trust me. Look out for him ! You will definitely see more on my blog bout him . (ohhh, && shout out to DJ Vic Mase who is 1/5 of the AV club).

Make me Juicy .

so lately i've had this thing for bracelets (mostly juicy) && i came across this one && im in love . lol . i want a job apparently .
juicy couture :: blooming couture - $98 :: shopstyle.com

Flud Watches

i really like these. It's not something i would actually wear, but i would like to have one as like a conversation piece . lmao . well i might wear it once or twice. Flud Watches , $76 , Yukka.co.uk, in gold or silver

&& if u don't know .

now u know . lovin this tee .

Sums it up on 1 T-shirt

Yukka T-Shirt Collection : $20 . Verde or Azul , perhaps ?