suicide .

i was just reading about this grad school student, who was days away from his graduation in which he would have got his dentistry degree and he committed suicide . ??????????? wtf !? why do people commit suicide ?? that has to be the weakest, most selfish thing ever. It's never as bad as you think! TIME heals ALL wounds, and looking back, you laugh, cause it was never as bad as it seemed at the time, and he killed himself when he had everything going for him? okay now i'm just confused, and a little bit irritated. his poor family .

dreams of chi-town .

niggas can't sleep these days .
&& by niggas i mean moi .
so for now at night i can't get any shut eye, cause i'm dreaming of getting on a plane && carrying my ass.
once school is finished , i'm out .
idc if i have to stay in a 100 sqft, walkup apartment, w/ no laundry, or AC.
i'm going, && i can't wait another day :)
2 1/2 more years of VCU =/
there's so much more to life then VA.
sooo many people don't understand me, or why i'm so eager to leave.
i mean i'm a curious soul, i get bored easily && i've milked VA for all its worth.
For people wanting to live a normal life, VA is where it's at.
But for those who want to live an exciting life, VA aint it .
Maybe once i get to the city life i'll upgrade to NYC for a while, or LA...
you only got one life :)
&& the sky is the limit .

Kanye Press Conference in New Zealand

omg . i've watched this THREE times ! Besides having too much damn time on my hands, he has a metaphor for EVERYTHING && i can relate to everything he says . He is a beast, a musical genius, and nobody is touching him right now. I am surprised at the amount of criticism and backlash for this album, but its truly authentic && its ALL him. Love this dude here <333

i'm so Bossy, Bitch get off me .

another Kid Cudi video showin off his soulful talent . he can sing too ? Also get a good lil view of his dimps !! lmaooo. love this newcomer . he never ceases to amaze me . can't wait to see what else he got :)

Best Cities to Live and Work

Business Week came out with their rankings of the best and worst cities to live and work in the U.S. Without further ado, where we go:

Best Cities to Live and Work

1. New York
2. San Diego
3. San Francisco
4. Las Vegas
5. Los Angeles
6. Seattle
7. Denver
8. Phoenix
9. Chicago
10. Boston

Worst Cities to Live and Work

1. New York
2. Detroit
3. Los Angeles
4. New Orleans
5. Chicago
6. Washington D.C.
7. Las Vegas
8. Cleveland
9. Dallas
10. Miami

Apparently cities like New York, LA, and Chicago have love/hate relationships going on. All i know is small town life isn't for me. I could see myself in any of these places actually and maybe Charlotte N.C., Austin TX, or Milwaukee WI as well. Only time will tell. Va beach is where my heart is and always will be, maybe i'll return when i'm a retiree :)

6 City Tour :(

is it coming to VA !? NOOOOOO !!! :(

shame shame shame.

i would pay big money to see colin munroe, kid cudi, wale, && Mark ronson...

i want to go to NY now .

va$htie kola .

This chick is about her business . && already has done so much @ only 24 yrs old . i never had a role model [besides Alicia Keys , lol] before, but i think i have one now :) Google her ! [&& she's done more then date Pharell , lol ]

Colin Munroe - Unsung Hero Mixtape

aww fuddy duddy && shitter didders !! can't wait . Dec 01, 2008 .

iTunes 8 ball ... [PATRON]

okay ... the directions told me to take these questions, put my iTunes on shuffle to answer them. && The results were :

1.What is your motto?
Street lights : Kanye West
“Things aint always set in stone, that be known, let me know…” <---I’ll choose that, lol.

2.What do your friends think of you?
I’m Mikey : The Cool Kids
Hmm, this one’s tough…I’ll just say
I’m Melieka, I…I…I rock . lol.
Yeahh they think I’m fly, lol.

3.What do you think about very often?
Disturbia : Rihanna
Ironically, I always listen to this song when I’m frustrated, depressed, or confused. True shit.

4. What is 2+2?
Go hard : Dj Khaled, T-Pain, Kanye West…
I coulda sworn it was 4 tho…oh well moving along .

5.What do you think of your friends?
A Little bit cooler : The Cool Kids
Lmaooo, my friends are a lil bit cooler then the rest !

6.What do you think of the person you like?
London Girls : Kid Cudi
Okay by the title alone this doesn’t make sense…
But later on in the song he says …
“She was the cutest, swag was the truest…honest to the core, I need amour”
Change the “she” to “He” && I would say this was true. Lol.

7. What is your life story?
Freeze : T-Pain
Uhhh I disagree . lmao .

8.What do you want to be when you grow up?
Single Ladies (Put a ring on it) : Beyonce
Single…no. With a ring on it ?? uhh yeah !

9.What do you think when you see the person you like?
Kill The Lights : Britney Spears
I suppose my freaky side thinks that…lmao .

10.What do your parents think of you?
Love Lockdown : Kanye West
I have no clue…maybe they not lovin me the way they wanted to .

11.What will you dance to at your wedding?
Pop Champagne Remix : Jim Jones, Ron Browz, Juelz Santana
Lmaooo…that’s all I gotta say.
That will be definitely be a celebration, so I think that song is appropriate.

12. What will they play at your funeral?
Brooklyn we go hard : Jay-Z feat. Santogold
Ehhh, I doubt it…but the background music is kinda melancholy (during the chorus), so maybe the instrumental version lol.

13. What is your hobby/interest?
Chasing Pavements : Adele
Lol, verbally that does sound like hobby.
Metaphorically, that is totally true..

14. What is your biggest secret?
Ringleader Man : T-Pain
Umm wtf ? idk .

15. What do you think of boys?
Is There Any Love : Kid Cudi && Wale
lol, i think dudes are the more romantic sex actually .

16. What’s the worst thing that could happen?
Breakin Dishes : Rihanna
Lmao. I hope not.
“Im gonna fight a man tonight” I highly doubt I’ll ever do that .
But as far as cheating goes, that is pretty bad .

17.How will you die?
Dead && Gone : T.I. feat Justin Timberlake
Whoa…too crazy that the song actually has dead in the title…

18. What makes you laugh?
Love Hangover : Kidz in the Hall feat. Estelle
Lmaoo, sure.
I think the intro is funny, lol.
But I don’t think there’s anything comical bout a hangover .

19.What makes you cry?
Man on the Moon : Kid Cudi
Yeah that song is pretty deep . i could see it bringing tears .


20. Will you ever get married?
Change : T-Pain feat Diddy…
Is that a yes ?? lmao . I have no clue .
Diddy: “For you I’ll change the world….you showed me how to love again”
I think that’s a yes. Lmao .

21. What scares you the most?
Say You Will : Kanye West
I totally agree ! Being lead on is totally scary.
Who wants to be in a one sided affair ?
"Don’t say you will unless you will…but I pray you will"...

22. Does anyone like you?
I wonder : Kanye West
Damn, my iTunes doesn’t even know…
But I could take it for what it says…
“I’ve been waitin on this my whole life, these dreams be wakin me up at nite”
Perhaps he’s somewhere thinkin of me…lol

23. If you could go back in time, what would you change?
Porn star : T.I.
Lmao…I was never a porn star.


24. What hurts right now?
Womanizer : Britney Spears
hmm, idk -shrug-

26. What will you post this as?
Patron : Sean Garrett