Friday, February 27, 2009

Kanye's New Girlfriend...

Got a girlfriend . lol .



It's that bald girl from Luda's "I Know what them girls like" video, model Amber Rose who apparently is bisexual and has a girlfriend. I think Kanye is just doing a Fuck You to all those bi-sexual rumors by dating a bi-sexual himself. lol. It wouldn't surprise me, i don't think kanye is gay. Just a metro hetero.

Transformers Part Deux



soooo i can't wait for the second installment of Transformers. This trailer is kinda nice too . Familiar artist did the music for the trailer: Kid Cudi's "Sky May Fall" produced by Kanye West :)

Cell Phone Radiation



apparently, there is enough radiation in cell phones to pop popcorn ! i must try this one day myself =/

Class Canceled .



sooo i'm writing this paper last night and this morning for english class, but i got extremely tired last night knowing that it was due today and couldn't finish it. So i set my alarm clock for 6am so that i could get up and do the paper. I go on Bb and class is canceled and she tells us to turn the papers in on Monday :) So i'm hype cause i got 5 extra hours of sleep ! But now i can finish my paper without having to rush ... that shit made my day ! However ; i need to stop procrastinating, life doesn't always give you a break .

Thursday, February 26, 2009

oldies but goodies .









fat ass .


i'm hungry as shit right now && i would love some chicken enchiladas w/ rice && beans served up by Pablo who doesn't speak very good english but has a cute accent . && then he'll bring me a shirley temple with 3 cherries and life would be good. Oh shit wait, i'm 21 which means i can have a margarita this time ; but can i still have the 3 cherries por favor? Gracias Pablo, Gracias . It's making me think of La Fuentes, which is one of my favorite restaurants ever (cause they sell this shrimp soup that tastes like 'sex on a spoon' lol) or Seesta's which i love just as much. && my favorite waiter Ulysses who used to give me free rice and beans cause they really didn't come with the combo plate && i used to always get the #7 i think, or was it #8. And I love Conejito's too cause they have a blinking sign, and they serve their food up on paper plates w/ plastic utensils && paper napkins && there's only 4 tables in that bitch, cause the bar takes up the whole damn restaurant . That is also where i met Desmond Mason when he played for the Milwaukee Bucks && he was my favorite player on the team, even more then Michael Redd even tho my step dad didn't understand why cause Michael Redd was clearly a better player, but Desmond in my opinion was underrated. && Desmond gave me hug and held conversation and was mad down to earth && so was his wife even tho i secretly hated her at first . && i was hype cause my stepdad let me drive his brand new acura that night, cause i was 16 && working on getting my license. Lol . && these memories all came from me being hungry as shit. Aside from being totally random ; i'm not even hungry anymore...

&& They Love it .



this song is a classic. i always loved this video && it's directed by the talented Va$htie . concept is amazing . but yeah i'm up just youtubing && jamming ... kinda feel like aiming on my kick, but then again i kinda dont .

Drake <333


sooo. i've been up on dude for a while now && his mixtape was highly anticipated . I downloaded it last week && can't get enough. So if you haven't downloaded it you are late && you probably should before everybody starts talkin about it && you aint up on it you late summa bitch. My fave songs on here are definitely -drumroll-

Successful ft. Trey Songz (shout out to VA lol)
Uptown ft. Bun B & Lil Wayne
A Night Off ft. Lloyd (yes , the dude is amazing, he even has babymakers on this mixtape lol)
Say Whats Real (beat sounds familiar , no? shout out to Kanye lol)
Sooner or Later (it's personal , for me)
&& Last but certainly not least...
Best I Ever Had
Now go listen . U'll truly be missing out if you don't .

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Happy Birthday DiTi !!


Happy 21st birthday to my BESTiE DiTi <333
sorry i couldn't be there fam .. but i love you and i hope u have a great day !!!


Sunday, February 15, 2009

Sweaty Black Rose Queen .

My boy Don Jon wrote this ... i loved it so i wanted to post it for all of u as well :)




To my brown skinned, wide eyed, Diamond in the rough—
Make a skinny brotha wanna act all tough, and poke out his chest
Walk around like “BOOM GIRL! HOW YOU LOVE DEM PECKS?”

See Black sistuh, theres so much I can learn from you:
I’m about to submit an application to your souls' University:
And after a few, undecided semesters, I wanna declare LOVE as my major.
And graduate Magna Cum Laude from that mothaf*cka!
I’ll walk the front lawn of the University in the nude chanting its alma mater:
“Sweaty Black Rose Queen, i gotta have it. Yes, Sweaty black rose queen i gotta have it”
*(Which of course will be written by me! It'll have a gospel feel to it)

Woman, I Wanna see what you see, hear what you hear, FEEL what you FEEEEEEEL!

*(Stress the “FEEEEEEEL” part because if I was performing this live, my voice would get extraordinarily high pitch - and I’d go “Feee-eeeel” and the ladies in the audience would be like ‘ooh Don Jon, you so sensually sensitive’, then the bongo player would pick up the rhythm again)

So woman, hold my strong ashy hands, the gesture alone letting you know that everything will be alright. So long as you don’t attempt to moisturize them.

Did you know my brown skinned, wided eyed Diamond in the rough-

YOU
ARE
LOVE.

(Then I drop the paper I'm reading from, tussle my afro and walk off stage)

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Monday, February 9, 2009

Poor Scarlet.



hmm. i'm embarrassed for her.

Higher Learning .

There's beauty in depth. There's a beauty in knowledge that surpasses anything materialistic. There's a guiding light in history, the passionate struggle of those before us who are the very reason for what we are able to accomplish today. It's because of the people before us who had an endless curiosity to find those things that we take for granted today. Never feel less then somebody because you wanted to "know". Knowledge is power. In knowing, you possess in your hands the ability to change. The ability to make things better for a helpless generation. We all have a responsibility to change a life. And in knowledge this is possible. Remember all those before who helped you. We don't realize just how many people struggled for us, from JESUS all the way to Barack Obama. I'm not comparing the two, i'm just mentioning that Jesus allows for you to have eternal life, and Barack Obama has just broken racial barriers that just 10 years ago said couldn't be done. It is in their struggle that your dreams are possible. It is through GOD and your prayer that you are able. Able to do what ever it is in your heart that you feel that you need to do. Knowing GOD and having an undeniable faith brings a whole new meaning to the term "higher learning". Always believe. It is through GOD and faith that all things are possible.

blog surfing .

Today i was bored. My cousin left the title to a blogspot on a sheet of paper next to my laptop. I didn't know who the author of the blog was, or what the blog would even be about but the blog is entitled "About Something Real" . Seems interesting enough. So i visit the blog, and i don't know who dude is but his blog is AMAZING . He gives insights into a man's thoughts and it's beautiful. I don't know who he is but two of his poems had me crying. It amazes me how men and women fail to understand each other 99% of the time, but our feelings about things run practically parallel. We just go about it differently, and that's where the confusion comes in. One quote in particular really touched me, it said: "it's a shame, when Love leaves the heart, Life leaves the man." This goes for me as well. Heartbreak, not just from intimate relationships, but from friendships, parents, lies, betrayal, rejection all caused me to be a little cold hearted. I'm starting to find myself again, renewing myself from my sudden identity crisis that i have suffered for the last couple of years, and it feels so good to find myself again. It really felt like love left me. I didn't want to love, i was scared to love, my heart had really grown cold. I had convinced myself that love = pain, and i didn't want to feel the pain anymore, my heart had grown brick. Now my heart is back to the place it once was, the stone has been shattered and i'm ready to love again. I'm ready to fight for what i want, and i'm ready to open my heart. I've known death. I've never physically died, but my emotions were killed. I was in a state of purgatory, no heaven, no hell just waiting. It was like i was unattached to the world. Now i find myself fighting for a place in heaven && I'm alive again.

Monday, February 2, 2009

False Advertising .

So i'm watching the Superbowl yesterday, when this shit comes on:

Cute commercial ; although are they trying to say that people will stay young if they drink Pepsi? Unless 'young' somehow now means rotten teeth and blubber butt this is so crazy to me . This is why 1/3 of lil kids are morbidly obese . I mean, i drink soda sometimes, but c'mon now everybody knows it's bad for you . They tryna make it seem like Pepsi holds the fountain of youth inside it's bubbles ... -smfh-

This is just turrble . lol .



I just wanna know what crazy girl did he mess with to totally change his views . lol . See it only takes one BiTCH to mess up a good one . -smh-