revamped .

i am in fact my own worst critic . For instance, nobody can make me feel worse than myself. I have been looking at this blog time & time again & i wasn't happy with the look of it NOR the feel of it. I was afraid to get TOO deep. But shit ; this is a blog. If u can't be REAL on your blog then where the fuck can you express yourself. So from this point on shit will be different. Then i'll probably criticize some other shit & re-do it again ! So bear w/ me ...